Natalya Beneschott

Oct 8, 2023 | kevinmd.com | Carol Ewig |Edwin Leap |Toni Bernhard |Natalya Beneschott

“That patient still haunts me,” I heard one of the PICU fellows murmur as he walked out of the auditorium. I wondered if I should have taken comfort after hearing that I was not the only one still struggling with this patient’s death. Despite months passing since this baby died, the memories of this family and their child continued to gnaw at me. It wasn’t until after that morbidity and mortality conference that I realized how raw I still felt. Why was I still so upset from this one patient?