Nikita Johnson

Sep 22, 2023 | medium.com | Nikita Johnson

Sometimes I Wish I could relax during sex like I relax watching a good show....So why can't I just enjoy myself? Photo Taken By Author Nikita Rayne Johnson Trigger Warning: This Article includes detailed examples of sexual, emotional, and physical abuse. Also, references to sex, violence, and child abuse are mentioned. These are moments of my life that were very real. Readers' Discretion Is Advised. Love can be so blissful.

Sep 7, 2023 | medium.com | Nikita Johnson

https://pixabay.com/illustrations/shame-child-small-criticism-799097/and edited in canva via pixabay. Trigger Warning: This article contains references and memories involving Violence, Sexual Abuse, and Child Abuse. As summer attempts to say goodbye with a nasty hurricane and heat waves dip ever so slightly, I'm reminded of my past and the trauma that helped shape the broken woman I am today. I was a scared little girl who grew to be a terrified, on edge little woman. I'm a bit short.

Jul 24, 2023 | medium.com | Nikita Johnson

My Trauma...my response Trigger Warning: References to child abuse and images insinuating physical abuse that could make some uncomfortable. I often wondered if I was alone. I was physically abused and isolated then after years of constant torment and bloody arms and swollen eyes and a face that looked like a Freddy Kruger mask if he had a bride, I escaped. That is a longer story I'm not quite ready to tell. But, this article isn't about my escape. No. This article is about my brain post-trauma.

Jul 23, 2023 | medium.com | Nikita Johnson

A poem about the struggle to freedom from control and isolation. Do you own the key to my voice? Look into my eyes. Don't look away. I'm in pain... Don't you see it? Do you care? You don't care. You can't look at me. Shame is written on the hands trembling at your side. My smile was beautiful... But you knew that didn't you? I seem spaced out to those around me. They couldn't possibly understand. They think you love me. They think you care for me. The perfect couple... But my voice,They've never heard.

Jul 1, 2023 | medium.com | Nikita Johnson