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I Am a Meth Addict

1 month ago | medium.com | Trinity Ellis |Scott Ninneman

Member-only storyOn AddictionDo you think less of me? Trinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inSpeaking Bipolar·11 min read·--Photo by Colin Davis on UnsplashWARNING: Personal accounts of detailed substance abuseLast month, Jack and I went to the funeral of a 34-year-old woman who had overdosed on fentanyl. It was sobering to say the least. The family was devastated. She was their only child, and she was still so young. Whatever drug she was abusing was laced with it.
When You Upset Me, You No Longer Exist

2 months ago | medium.com | Trinity Ellis |Scott Ninneman

Member-only storyTHE POWER OF THE ELLIPSIS MANUSCRIPTThe silent treatmentTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inSpeaking Bipolar·8 min read·--The silent treatment is a form of psychological abuse. The receiver is neglected. Dismissed. Unimportant. Invisible. “When you upset me, you no longer exist.”He sat calmly. Not smug. Indifferent. Agreeable. Appearing to be the patient spouse. He was the reasonable logical obedient willing partner of the relationship. But evil lurked beneath the waters. I saw it.
From the Pages of a Perpetual Pariah - My Obsession, My Demonic Possession

2 months ago | medium.com | Trinity Ellis |Scott Ninneman

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorMember-only storySpeaking BipolarThe Hidden Chapter, Page 9Trinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inSpeaking Bipolar·2 min read·--Selfishly spinning out of my mind… questioning why I lowered myself to the very basics of humanity that I so cling to. Your mind is endless and your eyes gateways to a soul you don’t even believe exists. Touching you with my fingers is not enough.
Where is the ‘M’ and ‘E’ in this Big Bowl of Alphabet Soup?

2 months ago | medium.com | Trinity Ellis |Scott Ninneman

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorMember-only storyOn Mental IllnessDrowning in oodles of noodlesTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inSpeaking Bipolar·5 min read·--Somewhere amidst the ladles of letters steadily stirred around within the cloudy broth of society, heated to just the right temperature for consumption, there is a single consonant and a single vowel searching for one another. Alone, they are merely floating amongst all the others.
My Compendium of Grand Curiosities - Intro to Exhibit I: “The Reflection Collection”

2 months ago | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

My Art GalleryLet’s peer long into the looking glassTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inShare Your Creativity·10 min read·--Alright folks! It’s good to see so many of you back after the holidays! I hope Santa visited all of you and you got more than rocks in your socks! Hope you got lots of much needed R&R, too. My husband is a high school teacher, so he had two weeks out of school and our sleep schedule totally flipped!We are both night owls so, for two straight weeks, we were also vampires.
I’m Afraid of the “What if…?s”

Jan 24, 2025 | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorOn LifeThe answerless questionsTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inAdmiring Multipotentiality·3 min read·--I am afraid. What if it takes me? Suddenly. And then I’m just gone. What if I can’t find home? And I’m alone …I could be cut offOr I could die old and happy in my bed. I might get the chance to fulfill half my bucket listAnd not leave things unsaid. It’s real. I’m afraid. It stares me in the face.
When My Teenage Obsession Became a Grown-Up Distraction

Jan 23, 2025 | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorMY PICKLE AND MY PATTERNHow I kept myself out of troubleTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inBouncin’ and Behaving Blogs TOO·9 min read·--I hadn’t seen him since high school. I had been back home a million times to see mom and he never came by to say hi. Three months ago, he knocked on mom’s door. The inception of my sexualityMom didn’t really pay much attention to what I read growing up.
I Will Stop Writing

Jan 21, 2025 | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorOn Writing for LifeWhen…Trinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inThe Live. Love. Laugh. Pub·4 min read·--I will stop writingWhen pigs grow wings,When hell freezes over,When the fat lady sings. I will stop writingWhen we run out of oil,When the sun burns out,When the glaciers boil. I will stop writingWhen the mute can speak,When Rudolph’s nose goes out,When there’s no crime on the streets.
Is a Little Goddamn Job Satisfaction too Much to Fucking Ask For?

Jan 20, 2025 | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorFucking Permission to BitchI want to be a Walmart greeterTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inAnother Fucking Publication·14 min read·--Here’s the deal. I am a people person goddammit. I barely get any exposure to the outside world. I hate my fucking cats and my lizard shits on me. I’m obviously a goddamn failure. A loser and apparently a shitty fucking writer. Well, fuck me.
Musings of My Minor Me: “How Great?”

Jan 17, 2025 | medium.com | Trinity Ellis

IMAGE Generated in Midjourney by Trinity Ellis, AuthorMy Younger Me Series: Lanie DawnOne of many in a Series of my younger meTrinity Ellis, Author·FollowPublished inA Million Little Stories·3 min read·--I used to hide my feelingsAnd stash them all away. But now I have more confidenceAnd am not shy about what I say. So here goes: I care. I really, really want to shareMy gift with you,But wait — I’m not through!I want to tell you of JesusThrough a trusting relationship.